i’ve been staring at this for the last 2 minutes.
i feel really numb. like ive just hit a brick wall. i dont have a fork for my pasta and now im just sat here, struggling to get a grip on things. its just a fork but i had a plan. get up. cook. eat. i cant complete my plan. i didnt prepare and now ive fucked up. i have a spoon but its spaghetti and that just wont do. im falling apart over a missing fork and im just rocking back and forth feeling really lost and shaken up because i cant do what i intended to do.